I drew and wrote this straight after a coffee.
'So this is what ambivalence feels like. Very excited to have a take away coffee for the first time in over a month. But feeling bad about using a take away cup for the first time in ages. But feeling good that I am not infecting the barista. But feeling bad that I'm spending money on something frivolous while on benefits (don't tell the Tories). But feeling good that I'm supporting local business. '
Clearly coffee from a shop is WAY stronger than the stuff I make at home.